Ah... well it's 3 in the morning. And uh... I can't sleep since I've got chickenpox ;__; Aaaah it hurts even when you are trying to sleep! *sob* It has been 3 days since pockmarks starts spreading throughout my body... And that was the worst 3 days I've ever experienced in my life. Yes, it's mt first time I was affected with the disease. I got it from my little brother. He just ended his suffering 2 days ago but ah... It's me next.


I tried my best not to caught it... I mean, being away from my brother, his room and even all his possession. Hmm... BUT! The worst thing is that I can't even come near my poor little niece (she's 8 months old) Whenever she saw me, she'll chase after me _{by crawling, of course!} and gives out that adorable look that orders me to pick her up and go out for a morning walk like I've always did for her~~! And then her mum had to do all those chores since there's a high possibility that my niece will be infected if I come too close. Hang in there my sweet little niece~ Auntie will be right there! D8<


Not just that! All these little pockmarks fuckers are so itchy. They're driving me crazy! But I just can't scratch them. That will leave me screaming my heart's out. And I don't think that's the right thing to do. I've got a bad fever too... All my sense of taste is gone. Everything I eat is bland. I can't even swallow anything in the first day. 8U


And when my mum is applying calamine on those stupid pockmarks, I'll wince non-stop since it... Well, it... It tickles. So MUCH. I had to strain myself from laughing, since laughing hurts my throat and that will lead to another puking moment... Ah, that's why you should never read hiimdaisy's P4 comic when your throat is sore. It'll bring such a great pain...


Ah, anyway. I haven't been following much out of you guys lately. What's new?


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